Sunday, October 16, 2011
My disconnection from the physical world.
Many people have items of supreme sentimental value. Though I, like all other people, have a connection to many of my belongings, none of them do I have an inseverable bond with. When I was very young everything in my house or that I was close to had sentimental value to me. I remember crying hysterically when my mother got a new stove. I was so incredibly sad from the loss of our old one, that I begged the man from Sears to not listen to my mother, all to no avail. In my bathroom in the first apartment I lived in there was wallpaper with elephants all over it, and when we moved out, I remember mourning the loss of that wallpaper, taking all of the photographs that I could, even trying to salvage a sample, again, in vain. Now I am proud to say that none of these losses phase me. It is much harder to give examples of things you don't care about. I believe that this is very good for me, leading me to a higher level of wisdom. If somebody is stripped of all of their belongings and still has direction in their life, they are truly wise, almost enlightened. I first learned about this philosophy while reading Siddhartha, when Siddhartha lives with Sadhus are a very small group of Indian people who abstain from many worldly pleasures, who wander the country and the wilderness, and live very humbly. I strive to due this in principal, not so much in practice.
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